Its been long time since last updates... missed this entry screen for quite long time though busy at all time, but lots of words for the blog keep coming up to my mind, for da movie, own feels etc, but mostly forgotten by now... :'(

far too busy these weeks for office works, back late though, references, readings, etc keep me sleepy sometimes, only my best partner accompanied me at all time, coffee, a black coffee and normal coffee with milk... to accomplish n complete all jobs n tasks assigned. 

no matter wat, have to finished it all up, though i thk too much, missed much, deadly tired etc, coz the time needs me, my ppl, collegues n cust trust, so i have to go for it, though feel sick, but napping n drink more water, n is totally ok to fight again... 

i dun enjoy much frankly, spent most of the time in office, else zzz, reading, research n dvds, only once a week, either 1 carried out only...

well, dats life, everything is an opportunity to learn new things, a discovery journey, a tiring but fun conditions... i live life full, live life true, dats a must, since everything, day, tasks, chance, opportunity, etc happens once only, dat i mentioned earlier... dats y, i'm oways full swing to dat...

somehow will feel to rest more n let go all, coz, i'm juz a robot after all, no  nothing much left, ppl said, coz kena ignored n forget oso, even u hlp all ppl around, nobody ever remember n appreciates u, huh, at least i done my part n wen ref, no regrets officially only.

lots of sadness for personally thingies, didnt spent much time with frens, buddies, family n lover(dun have 1 yet, i meant da confirmed sure 1), coz nobody wants someone whos too busy oways i supposed...

n i didnt like to explain at all, unless being ask by trusted personnel, n i'll tell to dat person only, oways knw to keep all confidentials... juz in case like movies n past experiences, kena sabotage... :p

nvm, dun care, dun knw, let ppl say watever they like, me is me, i knw ppl in person, in nature, n i believe in them knwing me da same way as well, be faith to them n rest, enjoy, n learnt more instead...

spore fren leaving last 11 June, 2004, finish helping him for his final yr projects in development and documentations, hope he n his team mates could passed da project in one go, assgmts for them been completed for ideas, ref n tips passing over... glad dat they're getting better n improved lots once more this time...

time for me to flap my hand to all readers, since its my email time to my coa since its been a while n actually quite long time didnt send her mails already.

hopes she's fine n happy out there n wish her all the very best at all things she do at all times.

warmest regards by cool solar from brunei to all frens, readers, ppls etc who came across my blog n spent some precious golden time to read it through and hereby million thanks for dat esp comments given (hint..) is much more appreciated.

May29, 2004

Its early 6:30AM for this bloggie...

All things carried out successfully esp for my 2 high ranking ppl in office, and its time for another project again...

watched "the day after tomorrow" 7:20PM-9:20PM last nite with colin n hendry, makes me quiet n thinking lots after dat...

all kinds of thinking, referencing, situations, events, terminology, practical n technical decisions, ppls cooperations, families, frens n buddies, mankind, world n risk or disasters... n only left behind for me to take care and think about is the only small part of happy n warmth hours of events, dats v v few in compared to o these...

forgiven, forgotten, letting go n reference is a must for all unhappiness, it makes us grows n improves (for everything happens for a reason) at all time... and time is precious, we have to do watever we have to and settle it all at all time n esp the time has come, can't turn ownself back to redo after its time is no longer with us, more importantly, it won't wait for us and opportunity is rare case having, if we missed it, dats it n hard to have another similar time n oppor again once more with all goodies around....

looking things differently after all, rare case ppls agreed with me, esp. after this movie, positively thinking, learning, advisory acceptance as a reference to support decision etc is a must, no matter what, wen n how... dats management.. for?? let u o decide...

its omost 7am now, calls received n gtg by now, updated again asap, hope schedule allows me to do dat, n its my breakfast after bath time...

wish u o best of best n success breeds success at all time...

cool solar posting from brunei

May22, 2004

late arrival in office around 8:25 instead of 8am.

MD's PC been ready since May21 11AM, waiting for his plugged-in order but didnt saw him around till 4pm, by the time i'm well-prepared with teammates to go for maintenance in cust sites, go ahead to cust site, n postponed his PC to 9am 2day(May22,2004).

His PC successfully installed, complete data recovery, tested and certify by another director (his wife), and moved myself off his office accompanied with my operation manager (her supervision is a must) 30mins later, after directorate stayed aside confirmed that all data been successfully recovered, mails send n receive ok, printouts thru webpage with proper paginate n marginate, leaving existing hd on his table for few days b4 low level format using another PC. left his office then...

out to prison department sending their warranty-claimed monitor back, arrived there around 10:30AM, 200m walking onto their actual locations, where collegues waiting in the car that has to be stopped beside the guard house. I've da pass only.

back in office around 12:10PM with no news from MD, i therefore continue to setup another new PC for my operation manager, presuming that no news means gd news methodology, working on her pc while rearranging all tools files, patches, updates and maintenance n marketing kit.

da new pc been setup with all enhancements, patching, updating and customizing pre-specified configurations b4 sw installed (yes, OS only).

for sw side, she got a full listings for me this time, completed few only, need some time for dat, maybe another 2 hours on monday for installations, all will be fine by then. reenhancements is a must to be carried out again becoz error n fault free, lagging free, bug free, n no failure is a must (well, dats my aim).

ppl been envy for my successfulness of MD's PC issues... i say no more wen they asked me how am i reconfigured it all back with all things that work exactly da same as b4... i juz zip my mouth for all pc that i've done, anything n everything. (dats wat i'm usually do for all thingie theoritically n technically esp user rights privacy is a must, no matter who they are, and wat they are... ... 0% leakage, dats all. i may guide thru, provided u r the same char as me only, i told myself.) unless authorized general info n some knowledge sharing in problem solving, to a certain limit only.

hope dat his pc works fine through out all the way then... ppl started to mumbering that i'm showing off or wat, since my engineer were out n they refused to touch nor assist dat time wen his PC was down, so i have to go, the time needs me, no choice as well. but now wen everything is solved, ppl tried to find trouble, bits here n there... b4, during n after, for both cases, MD n Ops manager's PC, interesting ya,  wat a mess. i dun bother at all, for all nonsencicles dat might affects me, but continue to work to ensure the perfections they (customers) expected. somehow its my professions n pleasure to go thru all these, good for a keep learning solar...

thanks lots to my coco for her final replied during her v v solid running-out packed tough time, n wish her best of best with full of extraordinary n outstanding achievements throughout all sessions. so embarrased to bother her at her busy time , n she had to reply some more no choice, worried n kasihan her...hope her stay n keep happy, healthy.

n special thanks to my managers, colin, steve and ann (all at the same time, no sequences at all) for allowing me to take part in meetings n presentations with my developer n the follow-ups thingie, dat allowed me to learn new things again from my sw developer. (both technically and theoritically in solutions, prospects, opinions, views, positive processing n aggressiveness in all events at all time....)

i did learn something from there, n having a chance for all documentations, skill transfer technically, maintenance planning, n other further enhancement prospects, a v v  interesting jobs for me, but worried n scared dat no time for other self improvements for other things after dat... :(   

well dats life, get earn n lost something at the same time... issues of freedom, happiness, career satisfactions, achievements, simple own life living with family n loved ones, incomes, expenses, etc.............. da ups, downs, a balanced??? i wonder.......

my direct selling is not good enough dat fails in 3 cases 2day, since its a passive income for me, i'll keep trying, dats a new line for me as well other than current IT personnel. both or more could be done i think, but passive is somehow shortterm in overall working n further timing, dats y, worth trying, we never knws one day oso, i decide to invest some time on it since i'm a bit free at nite other than personal hobbies n things aforementioned previously. no harm to spend a bit of time in doing dat, another knowledge gaining thru marketing, products and persons.

well, its MAy23 1:41AM by now, dat its my rest time after updating n later IT research magazines or dvds a bit b4 zzz...

finally wishing my coco n all my buddies n frens, family, my 3 managers, n married school frens all the very best, cool cool, happy go lucky with achievements, n most importantly take good care, stay healthy, smiley, friendly, caring, relax n success throughouts, 2gether w me n lets achieved a better tomorrow in good ways... n i believe we all can make it a success!!!!!

solar  n  hiding in Brunei

May 20, 2004

Its been few days didnt hear from coa, hopes she's fine n goodie all the way...

juz dine not yet bath after back from badminton...

its been a busy day dat worked till 6pm juz now doing n fixing my MD's IBM PC due to virus infections... calls received from my manager asking to hlp fix his pc dat to return by noon time is a must...

electricity went off all of sudden at 3pm during pc diagnostics time... we stopped immediately and decided to reformat n reinstalled his softwares onto another harddisk, then only doing final data transfer as the last process stage...

well, main OS been installed onto the new HDD till 6pm juz now (late for my badminton time dat falls on 6-8pm..), n will continue the remaining parts earl 2mlo morning dat hopes all fine by noon time.

results release time is around da corner n really hopes dat will passed it all outs wen its final release falls on end of this month... :(

lazy staying home reading nite.. n hlp my fren doing his assignments now... in terms of research n compilation points by points... hope they will passs their subjects by then... since i've completed all subjects last semester n waiting for results now...

missed someone v far out there... since didnt hear from her quite some time oridy...

solar hiding in brunei

May20,2004

May19, 2004

Its been few days back from my previous blog.

been busy these few days meetings n research, da spore fren finally came back may 17,2004 for 3 weeks in brunei, proceeding his school adcs project meeting n discussions with me, and software development and technical tools sharing + information sharing in between marketing schemas...

after discussions wz spore frens till 11pm in muara restaurant, moved on to another frens there yamcha in gadong green house, did meet kim n brandon all of sudden dat nite 11:30pm, been sitted for 5 mins while waiting which later on moved to another table for all guys meeting for biz opportunities instead of being ppl's sport lights...

ppl might thought of something else but nothing too complicated, juz greetings n congrates, for not met them b4 since dec2002. simplly frens only, dats o. been staying home all time these few yrs n expiring all things already. lucky got frens back from spore to discuss n updates me for some useful info n other recent meetings for other better opportunities instead...

got to copy n recompile some notes for my spore fren to assist him in his projects for all explanations n etc.

badminton nite again last nite till 8pm, dine at 9pm, n proceed to continue detailed meetings again in fren's house till 1am, pretty tiring n hopes dat our plan will work...

its gonna been a busy time started in da office again, lots of works n followups and might have to be work OT this coming May29(sat) on going till May31(Mon) or even till June1 and 2... though its a public holiday this coming May31(army day)...

will have to fix my other fren's pc 2nite (juz to assistance only by borrowing him 1 pc for temp use while waiting for his new pc), fix my spore fren's comp settings and my cousin's winxp who is going to Spore May20-22,2004

well, envious things goes on once more in office, haih, stupid ppl dunno how to do work n cd but keep blaming ppl for nothing, wat a mess... hates to work with them sometimes... other than cari pasal, nothing else they can do much.

no matter wat, i'll just do well in my own part, including my upcoming project handlings... will ignored them, nvm, lets c who can do things... being frustrated for dat already. they treat ppl nice only wen they failed to settle or fix or completed something, else bullshit all around, steeping ppl like one kind, wat an idiot hah.... been dwnld all tools for my own use n of course i knw how to use. they insist want a copy, ok fine, i copied for them. they dunno how to apply, complaint again, must be explain 1 by 1 again, word by word, like spoon feeding a newborn puppy... yet, keep complaining all around again for the jealousy i supposed...

customer knws n all other knws, good words out , bad comments internally, wat a stupid office i'm in for dat, only knws how to push responsibilities and doing nothing, huh, a great challenge to me this time to overcome all these n decide to do all things all by my own now, n let c who can complete all jobs rite at the time.. n not to teach or shared info to them anymore.. really really really frustrated...

they're kind of emotional, sensitive, like praises, n lkike showing off... dats wat i can c n comments, dats o...!!!!!

i'm totally agreed to my fren's saying, let it all be n let them be, me is me, wats in my mind is in my mind, i passed it o out to u, i tell u, i show u how to do, i learnt to removed all my mistakes as well, n i've done mybest at all times... since they dunwant to learn or improved, not my problem anymore. let them be, nvm for all... haha, i finally dropped down to complete dissapointment n drowning... wat an interesting joke to me...

will go for direct selling off office hours now to earn more $$$, maybe 1 day can do all things of my own instead...

coolsolar hiding in brunei May19,2004

well well well, things happens at all time though... now is being da nite time already, been fix my cousin n spore fren's pc n successfully pinjam one pc to another fren, so far all ok n happy liao... as for those unhappy things, i'll forget it all n forgive it all since i'm not a perfect person who made mistakes at all time also, so , why not take this opportunity to make an self improvement instread??

anyway, life is rollercoaster, got complaint then only can improved sometime though...

its been 11:50PM already n got to leave this page to read all my magazines and newspaper then.. instead of stressed out for stupid things... dun mind for all things as of now esp after previous twice accidents (omost K.O.)... but forgive n forget instead... hehe its alone lonely time again for all but keep worlking, directselling, zzz, dvds, reading n foodie.. dats o..

oh ya, my chocolate n ice lemon tea time for my 2mlo's lunch n snacks again.. yea....

let it o off n goes perfecly well,...

cool solar located n posted from brunei.....